3 posts tagged “radiation burns”
Here are some pictures. Look how well I have healed :))
And finally, the burn. This is the boost area that they shot at for 8 days. Its starting to "peak" I think. I hope. It hurts!
We're getting better at taking breast cancer treatment pictures so they don't look like boobs eh? Its a shame I even have to think this way. Carefully weighing my words, carefully cropping pictures...IT IS WHAT IT IS!!! BREAST CANCER!!! THIS IS THE CURE!!!
ok, steps off soap box.
peace :))
And I guess I am. Sort of. Its just that I am totally wiped out. As soon as I am able, I got a lot to blog about and share.
(makes note to kick self in the ass tomorrow morning)
peace
ps: one more charbroiling radiation session to go, 9 days under my belt w/o cigs!
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They gave me this to put on my burns. Actually, they gave me one and told me that I could buy them at Waukesha Memorial pharmacy for about 30 bucks. As soon as Rita put in on, it was instant relief. Not total, but enough that I was no longer wincing whenever my arm touched my side. Protection relief is what it feels like. Still hurts underneath but Relief none-the-less. So Michael is googling it this morning and finds it on ebay. I thought "i bet i could find it on amazon". AND I have a 25.00 gift certificate for amazon.com so I searched it and this is the disclaimer I found underneath the product. Sigh. wtf? (throws hands up in the air) I give up.
Here's my burns.
this part doesn't actually hurt. michael took these pictures this morning. this afternoon, all the burns look worse. now i understand what they mean by cumulative. its pretty scary knowing that i have 7-9 more days of it getting worse before it gets better.
Note: That is not nipple between my fingers. It is burnt skin. I cropped the nipple out.
i'm not going to put my nipple here, i just can't post a full breast picture, i haven't lost ALL my modesty. it looks bad though, it is greenish/brown in color with a bright red tip. hurts like hell if it rubs on anything. i am wearing a compression type camisole with a shelf bra in it that i barely fit into because i am so freaking large, but i bought the largest size so i would have something to wear to hold them up and protect my nipple from rubbing.
here's the side. it hurts so bad. just look at the picture, you will feel how bad it hurts.
the green circle is where i am getting the boost. paul redraws it on every time i go in. oh, the good news, you can see my armpit hair is starting to grow. i wouldn't dare shave it though. i did try shaving a few days ago with my electric razor, but even that hurt. you can't see it too good here, but the burn is in a perfect square around my breast.
here is the front. you can barely see the mapping, but underneath my necklace and to the right of it is how white my skin is. from my under breastbone down to the scar on my breast it is red, but it itches more than hurts. i don't dare scratch it though, unless i want brief agony. you ever get a bad sunburn and accidentally scratch it in your sleep or whatnot? yikes.
sorry for bellyaching...i didn't think it was going to get this bad, and its only going to get worse before it gets better.
sigh